I became an addict, I lose all my salary

It began with 25okay profit, then I misplaced all I gained, and now i'm win -41685 usd… and that i cant stop, at present i lost 100 usd, in last week i lost 700 usd… I lose every thing I earn, I dont buy garments or eat out, as soon as i get wage i'm going to futures and lose all money. When i enter brief - market is rising, when i enter long, market is crushing. I perceive this is not for me, how can i cease? Any communities where individuals sympthize each other and share they unsuccesful stories to recover from this and stop trading?